Pregnancy reflection

Pregnancy reflection

Bump and me by Imogen Love

Before pregnancy I thought I would be the kind of woman to continue everything as if "nothing" has changed. That I won't let pregnancy define me. That I will still have so much that I want to accomplish and do at the same time. I am so glad I am not how I thought I would be. This experience is completely shaking me up, teaching me to be in the unknown of the future, of the future situations, the future me.

To be still, to be in my feminine, to have less resistance, to just be, to observe. Yes, it is at the central place in my life right now, and being a mother will be as well for sure. I think it is something beautiful and not to be ashamed of. What has gone wrong for us to belittle that? Motherhood? Before I was scared that when I'll become a parent everything else will stop, my ambitions will lessen, I won't want to accomplish other things. Even though I am not yet a parent, but in the process of becoming... I know that I was wrong. The things I might still want to accomplish might be different from the things I thought I wanted but life does not stop. Life takes a turn for the best, it has more vivid colours, it has more thrill and lessons, I can already feel it. I don't know who I am, it feels as if it is shifting so much quicker than before... I don't know who I will be but I am becoming more present than ever and I can't wait to guide our little one on the journey of life, and let this new soul guide us too.